Well, it’s not like we couldn’t use a little rain, but I said a little, not a whole weeks worth.
It’s been raining the past two days and the forecast calls for rain all week. Puts a damper on things. I was going to trot around town on the weekend and through the parks taking pictures just for something to do.
I’m completely broke and don’t have a dime to piss on, so this is pretty much the only thing I can to that doesn’t cost anything to do.
Maybe if I’m lucky the rain will break long enough on the weekend so as I can actually get out and enjoy some fresh air, and hopefully some sun. Pfffft! Luck, that’s something I haven’t had in… gee… cant remember it’s been so long ago. My luck as been the shittiest it’s non existent. Shitty jobs, shitty abode, shitty salary, shit shitty shit shit shit!
Job listings lately have been pretty shitty as well let along the weather.
I do have some forms to fill out and haven’t had the chance to sit down and spend some time completing them due to distractions and a lot of procrastinating. I can use the time being stuck indoors doing them I suppose.
The forms I’m referring to are the forms for that course I want to take and it’s for funding, I will get started and something will come up and I’ll have to put it aside again. There are a lot of things to fill out on these things and it’s going to take a couple of hours of my undivided attention, so that’s why I haven’t finished them yet.
I really have to get these done up too. It’s been weird the past few days lately because I’ve been seeing things that keep reminding me of them forms too. A couple of days ago I was bombarded with freaky experiences. On the bus to work, the ad that prompted me to inquire about the course in the first place was RIGHT in front of me. Then when I got to work, a co-worker asked me about the course and if I heard anything back from them, and then the phone call from the lady that I had that interview called me that day, and then there was this toy answer thing in an office (Sorta like a Magic 8-Ball) and I got the answer “Definitely Do It” to my question, “Will I get the course?” and then there was the multiple job postings for positions that I would easily have applied for if I had completed the course in the job board postings when I got home that night.
So yea, that was a pretty weird “Twilight Zone” type day.
So no more procrastinating! I blame that on depression though. It’s going to be a rainy weekend, and I’ll have a lot of time to complete these forms. So Git’ er’ done!
Well the bright side of this is it can only get better right? No really, right? ray: